Ray's Last Pictures

When Ray died the hospital had a photographer come in to take the most beautiful pictures I have ever seen.  These are our last pictures of our sweet little boy.  In one of the pictures is a gold ring they gave us for Ray.  I have since taken the ring and had my diamond from Grandma Nancy added to it.  I wear it every day to remember Ray and Grandma Nancy.  As I was loading this pictures today it brought me back to that place.  That place of sadness and loneliness.  Most days those feelings are better now.  Most days it almost feels like we never had a baby.  Then I look at these and remember Ray.  I miss him.  I wish he was still here.